Latest

  • Drowning Into The Darkness!

    I didn’t deserve this.

    Neither did you.

    But we’re left with a nothingness,

    Never to be finished,

    Or to reach a destination.

    Senses are boycotting every essence of your being.

    I can’t tell them otherwise either.

    I know I didn’t deserve this.

    The heart is heavier than ever.

    May be scared to let go of the love & the anger.

    But you know that I am tired of both these feelings.

    I just want peace and some healings.

    Just leave me right here,

    Leave me by the storm,

    To me, it’s like a home.

    I feel calm, buried in my thoughts,

    Even if they bury me further into the darkness.

    I accept my fate and have the faith,

    I know I can come out of the devil heart.

    It’s just,

    The darkness is drowning me further into the game.

    Either I’ll win, or I’ll lose it, all over again.

  • Quote Of The Day

    When you’ve seen the worst, you can face the worst because it feels familiar and you know you’re stronger enough to defeat it but moreover, to live with it.

  • Can You Breathe?

    “I can’t breathe”, is a revolution,

    When will “I need someone” be?

    Let them see, that you’re in pain,

    But they won’t listen, when you’ll scream!

    You’ve been screaming for a while now,

    But is your voice shaking, or is it still strong & how?

    You can give up now, they will mourn your absence,

    You gave up yesterday, they didn’t care for your presence.

    Can you breathe? I can’t sometimes.

    It’s like someone is choking me for my invisible crimes!

    My mind slips away from my control,

    My thoughts give away everything I ever worked for.

    Every face I meet shows itself,

    Yet, I find it difficult to talk to even myself.

    I wish I could share more, it shouldn’t be this hard,

    But whenever I try, I feel like I am going too far.

    It feels like I am bothering, annoying, irritating the one I am sharing to,

    It feels embarrassing and I understand it becomes tough to get to.

    But once I say that’s all in my head,

    It feels like a giant elephant feet is off my chest.

    I don’t care what you think anymore,

    All I care that I found someone to listen to my roar.

    It doesn’t mean I don’t feel dead inside,

    But, I can at least breathe for a while.

    Until the time, my mind decides to mess again,

    I’ll live denying sorrow, hurt, hate & pain.

    If ever I find myself in this loophole once more,

    I will fight again & win my life to the core…..

    I will breathe and smile in times of crisis,

    I will pretend good, but feel the nemesis.

    It’s okay though, don’t worry, I’ll be fine,

    I’ve been fighting all along, I’ll keep fighting till the end of time….

Advertisements
  1. Taruni's avatar
  2. Kim Petitt's avatar

    This is such an insightful perspective. It’s true—no matter how much we engage with others, our minds are constantly processing,…

  3. joyfulstephanie's avatar
  4. Farah Arshad's avatar
  5. Taruni's avatar

15,199 hits